The Playful Spirit

On the road to enlightenment, don't forget to laugh.......are necessary in terms of moral issues but they have
It's been called the " id" by Freud, and hedonism byno meaning when it comes to trying new things. Yet
zealots. In truth, the animal self is the part of us thatwhen we make a mistake we are often the first to
reacts naturally. Labeling this limits our experience of it.notice and hope to God no one else does. Nobody
Still for the sake of reference I'll describe this very free,likes to feel humiliated. Most of us are concerned
intrinsically joyful aspect of being as "animal." Animalabout looking foolish or feeling like we're on display to
encapsulates it. The living world seeks out pleasurebe laughed at. Interestingly, feeling humiliated and being
and avoids pain without fear of appearing lazy, foolishhumiliated are two separate matters. I once watched a
or greedy. The irony is that for many animals thisshow called Pet Star, where an anteater was called to
creates productivity, dignity and unselfishness. Byperform an exceptional feat: Climb up a ladder, eat
looking at their actions from a spiritual rather thanfrom a bucket, and climb back down. His trainer/owner
biological viewpoint we have a tool to unhingewatched anxiously as the scaly critter ascended the
ourselves from our hang-ups.metal stairs. There were a series of clunks on his
You otter playjourney as his tail patted the ladder and a louder clunk
Almost all animals play and act silly when young.when he reached the bucket. He had tipped it over. A
Otters continue this into old age, making him a fun furryheap of berries and throngs of audience members
dude to be around. They romp, wrestle, snow slide,bore witness to shame. But it wasn't the anteater that
chase each other and play catch-and-release withcringed- it was the owner. The blushing young man
their dinner. Most of us, myself include, are not nearlyproceeded to stammer out excuses for the creature,
so free spirited. For example, I haven't tobogganedwhich by this time had climbed down and was happily
since I was eleven and my romping is confined to aeating his dinner off the stage floor. Under the glaring
spirited jog. I could learn a lot from an otter. Moststage lights that illuminated his owner's red-face and
important: Play is good.sweaty brow, no change could be found in the
Play is good. We forget this in our rush to achieve andanteater. He was intent on claiming his berry-delicious
amass. In the otter's game of dinner lost-and-found hereward. Whether or not anyone was impressed didn't
shows us that losing can be just as much fun asmatter.
winning. This is contrary to ego but so is spirit. In theThat anteater didn't catch any awards that day. He did,
otter's dinner-game he loses lunch but finds freedom:however, capture my heart. I remember what that
He doesn't need to eat if he doesn't want to. Spiritualanteater taught me: There are many mistakes on our
aspirants who fast for greater consciousness believeway to victory, and others may have not feel we
the same but have a lot less fun in the process. Thehave earned it. We can let this bother us, or like the
otter has a better idea. He relinquishes without regretanteater, we can dine on what we deserve.
or strain.Failure is relative
Dances with spiritThough his efforts were obvious the anteater didn't
Play is one of the few ways we can lose ourselvesperform as desired by others. The anteater dealt with
without trying. Caught in the moment we may realize athis in a better way than most people. Unlike the
meditative type bliss. Dance can feel like play but foranteater we try to interpret other's interpretation of us.
some it is meditation. The spontaneous spasms thatThis is agony for both inner peace and performance.
characterize ecstatic dance allow us to express spiritWhen feeling like we've failed we interpret every blink
with the body. When else can we do this? Comparedas shock and mouth twitch as dismay. This creates
to ecstatic dance our movements are rigid as athe disappointment we fear. We can turn a stumble
robot's arm. When did we become so reserved? Playinto slapstick if we have the confidence of Chaplin.
and dance help us to become more spontaneous. ForSimilarly, a misplaced streak on a canvas can create
some this will be met with cheers. For others, andabstract perfection if we desire. Either way we must
unfortunately, jeers. It takes courage to march to thepersist. What if the anteater was to stop striving when
beat of a different drum. Yet in practicing courage weapplause wasn't forthcoming? Motivated by the end
develop it. Dancing our private dance in front of theresult instead of appearances he continued. All he won
marching crowd is a challenge.was some berries, but then again that's all he wanted.
Besides unknotting our muscles, ecstatic dance untiesGetting what you want
our mind. Though historically this practice has beenWhat is your heart's desire? If it doesn't seem
thought to exist only among humans it seems that theimportant to others you may be told, or may feel that
otter, with his flipping and wriggling, would make a greatyour efforts are wasted. It's not. Nobody has the right
ecstatic dancer. Unlike us he doesn't wait for the musicto determine the value of your dreams. This is
to start to move in a musical fashion. His body is freebetween you and the Universal Source. As natural
and expressive. He chooses to move with the fluiditybeings our desires are natural, and as long as they
of waves rather than the rigidity of trees. We havedon't harm anyone it is our divine right to aspire to
the same choice. We don't have to jump in the waterthem. Whether you want enlightenment, a BMW or the
to enjoy this experience. Mind-body exercises likeideal vitamin regimen your work will be rewarded. This
pilates, yoga and tai-chi cultivate this creative bodyis providing that you keep trying. You may not get your
motion.prize in the way or at the time you first imagined, but it
Joyful errorswill come to you. Just remember to dance and play
People make mistakes; animals evolve. We judgealong the way. This will make the journey a lot lighter.
ourselves so harshly. Distinctions between right and